long time no blog

back on my blog after the exam period... so far ive failed in everything for my list at the top right except pass chem... sad... well i wont be on my blog for another two weeks cos i haf to hardcore study physics during the study camp i HAVE to attend and do my re-exam. dammit i really wanted to do the iba and get a job somewhere to earn some quick bucks. what a waste i have to do it during june hols next year zzz

magic

heres a cool magic site some guy called cjproductions created. this guy went to put links to a lot of magic dvds costing 60+ sg dollars for free on putfile.com cos the copyright limits there are um veri limited. anyway heres the link:http://web.mac.com/cj3693/CjProductions369/Putfile_Links.html


heres a few i like: De'ring

fktfvgvkgvkj - Get Video Code

Torn

Daniel-Garcia-TORN-vhs - Get Video Code

axis change

axiz-change-parht-dalal - Get Video Code

heckler

btth - Get Video Code

exams are over....and yet...?

the end of the exams should be something to behold and party about i suppose... and yet, soon to come will be my exam results... just like the light at the end of the tunnel, all i see is an incoming train...

the torture thus far

exam papers done so far: Lang arts paper 1, Lang arts paper 2, IHS, Physics 1, Physics 2, History, Cmaths 1, amaths1, hcl 1, hcl 2.
Im pretty confident i have failed both physics papers, and barely passed cmaths 1 and amaths 1. im VERY sure in having done excellently for both larts, hcl and HISTORY. as i have never studied for history so naturally i didnt study for this one too. cos that wongtzeyung told us that either fdr's new deal or taiping rebellion will be tested so me being the lazy bum that i am, decided to simply flip through the taiping rebellion essay/report, which constituted the majority of my midterm history marks, having scored 14/15 despite doing it in one night whilst everyone else did it over several weeks, effectively pissing everyone in the class cos i got second highest(tying with zi han) and reaffirming my natural talent in history which sadly is one of my few good subjects. as luck would have it, the essay question(the important one cos it needs studying)was composed of taiping... and the document based questions which didnt nid crap studying was purely fdr new deals. lucky me cos i dont even noe one act of the new deal except maybe the wagner act... and the AAA...which stands for something... anyway this situation is quite similar to a common university technique moghan das told us last year called spot-studying...hmmm... as for ihs i dunno whats the requirements of the essay i was supposed to write cos i slept through every lesson peter davies was giving so i cant tell whether i did ok or not...

using posts to find the date

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facebook

lol the exams are coming and i cant keep myself off the pc... however i do noe my limits and dont even try touching dota or cs cos i noe i will lose control and spend hours on them... instead i found a cute replacement in the form of facebook! quite fun to add all kinds of applications and stuff... dont think this temporary excitement will last though...

badminton

after studying chem with rocco we decided to haf a badminton game with my younger bro julian. a best of 5 round robin game... lol throughout the whole game rocco and i were trying our best to get julian out... that useless julian is a national youth squad badminton player and he still wants to play at the side of the court that has a wind advantage... indeed deserving of our ganging on him...

shame....

Mdm KSL: Besides that you guys did quite well for this electrolysis worksheet!
Class: Yay!
Certain class members: OF course la mdm!
Mdm KSL: Thats because those who would do badly didnt hand up like James Tan...Zach...
Gerard:......*looks under the table at his blank worksheet*

feast day

wow it was incredibly boring. the moment i reached orchid country club i immediately set off to wandering around the roof garden playing around with my cards. after abt half an hour i went back to sit with the rest of the mrm guys. shortly thereafter i had an not unexpected stomachache and had to shit long long. after coming out i still felt like shit and proceeded to walk around the whole country club to make myself feel better. after abt 40 min keith marcus and bart contacted me respectively to get back...ok so i went back...got bored after 5 min and went off to play with my cards again...returned...nobody was around the table...went upstairs and played around with my cards...ppl came...showed a few magic tricks and had a mini magic discussion with jay then started playing around with my cards again... i was desperate to get home but i didnt noe wat time the damned bus would come so i called dad to pick me up around 11.30 when i knew he would be back with the rest of the family from my uncle's house. went home at last... when i think abt it... throughout the whole feast day from 6-11.30 (shud be 1am plus but i went home early all i did was play around with my cards... my fingers are red and sore...

incredibly bored

bored...realli bored... school is so boring nowadays with teachers breathing down our necks on exams coming closer...and closer.. and closer... much as id like to study i cant bring myself to do it. i stay back after sch everyday to get help from kong in maths but the moment i come home im just really bored... sch is boring..home is boring... life is boring... wanna sleep...

prelims...

......im not boasting...seriously...not boasting... today i had my prelims for chinese o-lvls. i onli remembered i had prelims yesterday and i completely didnt bother to study cos i toht its too late and i'll be screwed anyway... well paper 1 i didnt finish the last paragraph of my 应用文 so i suppose that was a relatively bad start. then...i did paper 2... i feel like LMAO-ing right now... before i had paper 2 i was realli scared cos being a higher chinese sec3 student, whose teacher has onli teached 5 课 into txtbook 3b and never learnt a single 词语 from sec4 txtbooks, i toht i was screwed... well that was before... after looking at the first question i realli wanted to laugh right there and then... it was so freaking easy it was probably sec 1 standard. out of the 4 choices 3 of them were so 离谱 i didnt even haf to look at them to noe which was the correct answer... i think onli one question was actually "difficult" enough to have at least two choices SIMILAR so as to require a use of the brain to think of the suitable answer... 理解问答... all the questions were easy to the point that the answer was onli worth writing 1 line (given 4 lines to do it) and i could copy the answer from the text WHOLESALE... and the last question...presumably the most difficult, simply asks whether i agree with a phrase the writer wrote and to cite a personal experience similar to it... seriously my sec3 作业 is significantly harder and actually requires the use of a brain. and if this is standard of the prelims which is supposed to be equivalent to the standard of o-lvls or maybe even higher so as to prepare the students... then... eh... this is too much of a joke to even type about....nvm...



thinking back...this could be possibly the reason y my chinese teacher never made us practice anything related to o-lvls throughout the whole year except 口式 and 听力. she was doing other random unrelated crap (reflections on articles) which everybody hates her for and 作文 stuff...yea basically thats it...maybe doing all that crap writing actually improved our chinese standard to the point where the prelims look like childs play... no boasting here, none at all since my other classmates find it easy too... guys feel free to tag if u actually think that the prelims actually contained substantial difficulty worth tagging abt...

eh maybe i shudnt haf posted this... if my results come out and i dun get a1...gotta delete this yea...

Forgot to blog this

Read the newspapers awhile back and read an article about some loser who got sued in court for hacking into another guy's game account. Apparently the loser sold his account to the victim, who after awhile, could not access his newfound account and sued the loser. Poor loser he deserved it... what an asshole... Although i personally hate MMORPG games cos u more or less spend hours fighting stupid monsters, gaining pathetic exp, take a damn long time to lvl up, has no meaning fighting stupid monsters, completely addictive game which has no purpose after u reach the highest level, complete waste of life and money by continually fighting monsters and finally it realli sux cos all u do is create a fictional fantasy avatar which takes u away from reality and fight stupid monsters. However, all gamers really hate some random guy who just hacks ur hard-earned account, scams ur hard-earned blah blah and cheats u of ur hard-earned blah blah (another reason y i hate mmorpgs cos when u get hacked...its like u just wasted away a portion of ur life)... Therefore its about time the singapore government follows other countries (Korea) and issue gaming laws on these lawless gamers who ruin the fun of gaming.

blogging in chinese

going to be off this blog for awhile and concentrate my efforts on my chinese blog...especially since exams are around the corner... blogging in chinese may be extremely demoralizing cos it takes abt half an hour to get one post up due to the language bar getting the wrong pinyin and having to go back and change it regularly... but i can already feel my chinese standard improving just by typing...woah...(mostly due to me re-learning some of my wrong pinyin)

New Blog

I realise badly how much I need to improve my Chinese in order to get at least A1 or A2 in this year's O-Levels to continue higher chinese next year. Therefore, I have taken the initiative to create a Chinese blog in which I would hopefully find time to read Chinese Newspapers and give reflections or comments on, so as to improve my Chinese 水平. Sometimes we have to work hard on our own to achieve a desired goal, I believe writing and typing more Chinese will help... I hope...

School begins

reached school 10 mins later than usual but still on time. Was told that chapel was in the old cpa. managed to be one of the onli few awake after 30 min. fell asleep after that.

got screwed today by chinese teacher L.S.K.(shall not mention names cos had two classmates who did so in sec 1 and had to make a public apology to the whole school). well not realli screwed cos we dun hand up her work so often its onli natural, instead she used reverse psychology by using a soft tone and remarking on how her old class handed up her crap the moment she entered the class, how our final exams are so close...how our o levels are onli weeks away...

next lesson core maths. keith tan wasted the whole lesson scolding ppl.

pc lesson. became the butt of jokes with my half-mastered magic routine "The Politician". got heavily criticized by chun for doing a revolution cut(magic stuff) only as well as him although i supposedly "trained for hours". seriously wanted to say that there are a thousand things to train in magic and i realli dun bother training one-handed cuts cos my hands are small but...nobody...wants to argue with chun... its like suicide...

recess for 20min...i toht it was 40... ended up abt 20 min late for ihs lecture. so i sneaked in behind the back door and remained inconspicuous throughout.

next lessons were crap. tried really hard to understand but i simple fazed through them. stayed after school to finish my zuo ye and hand up. seriously i was the onli one out of the 7 in my class taking higher chinese besides darrell who actually did it. got called retard onli twice the whole day. seeming improvement.

end of a very typical school day. srry i typed like crap cos im rushing to finish this and start my debt of chinese homework. dun wanna fail my O lvls.

not making a remake

haha lol that cut had only 50 views. my most pathetic video so far. apparently it must be cos i did it so badly it was so much more unpopular den my first cut which was alot less complicated.

magic on the road

successfully converted my generation x dvd into readable video for my ipod using a free program. finally i can learn magic anywhere i want without the damned irritating trial version words on the screen haha. i had converted initially by some crap program that had them. more dvds to follow suite.

also i managed to find my camera but its all out of battery. once i find my charger i can do a new video on my latest cut named The Cataclysm Cut lol. or maybe just tcc. i wonder if i shud do a remake on the apocalypse cut II. hah if i check youtube now and see at leaast 500 views on it i will do a remake.

Youth In The Spirit Seminar

a seminar lasting two days for the whole day. i onli went for the second day spent most of the time singing. relatively interesting. during the last part we had outpouring where the holy spirit was supposed to enter us. most ppl felt the spirit and lay down in peace... except me.. i think onli gabriel and i didnt lay down... i onli felt the cold air con and increasingly sober...

on another note sch starts tmr and i havent started on a single piece of chinese work nor pod work nor amaths work. dunno how im going to face the music.

Jordan count response

Just noticed ben replied to my jordan count post. just telling ben i replied back. too lazy to post it here so check the comments on that post.

mrm camp pics

i got this a few days after the camp.

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Its quite a pity onli 13/30 ppl came for mrm camp and even sadder that onli 9 were in the group photo at each time(the reaper isnt counted). Theres me at the top left posing with cards. Ben i noe u might want to say something but pls dont...

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edwin has 3 hands...

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cant rmb why but im looking away

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again...

earthenblade

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Originally uploaded by Apocalysm

haha still rmb using this and nestled wind as my counter strike custom sprays created by me for use on dead bodies i knived...

humble request

i noe i am hated by many and i dont deny partaking in the cause of it. however pls... for the sake of my social life pls dun spam my board about your personal problems/issues with me. It really makes my board crap cos almost everything in it is insults which i have no problem with personally cos i have been receiving them for over 6 years; but it really gives me a really bad image for ppl who dunno me or at least dun hate me yet which is i feel unnecessary for my blog to exist for.

godlike streak?

just played cam in dota online today and completely owned sentinal(and i got first blood both games hehe). strangely from dota bnet experience the host is most probably pro and all the good players will horde over to his team because they know the host is reliable, often resulting in sentinal wining. however against our combined efforts( we were in scourge both games) sent was so pitiful that they all left even the host was begging us to end game and if he could leave too. quite sad i mean if it was just a random player leaving its quite normal in bnet. but for a host to beg us to end game and rm its realli pathetic. if loser hosts cant even bear to see through a game to the end even if losing then they shudnt even dare to host in the first place....den again its quite depressing to have noob teammates who feed and leave... but at least i can dare to say i will not leave even if my whole team deserts me and i will do it.

blogs

after losing 2 games in a row i got seriously bored of dota for awhile so i went to read blogs... found a few blogs from svdp ppl my age and read... unfortunately i hardly noe any1 not to mention their lives so i just read through the random info by people i dunno abt ppl i also dunno; got bored in 2 minutes scrolling through 10+ blogs... and typed this post. yea 10+blogs... there were quite a number of links.

MRM camp

so many ppl pon...nvm it was cool..charles was cool...everyone was as well. im afraid i might have said a little to much abt myself...gotta be careful not to reveal private personal info. first time i talk so much in church since primary sch. but sad to say although the camp was quite fun but if given a choice i would haf still stuck to my dota...heh...


speaking of dota im getting serioulsy pissed... pissed. ever since dad bought a new computer and for some random reason he wanted to change our router which had NO problems. guess wat? the new router is seirously fucked up... it keeps disconnecting all the computers in the house on a REGULAR BASIS. before going for the camp i alrdy had 5 dota games in which i was PWNING getting fucked up by the knn ccb nb fucking router which had to fucking fuck on me and fucking disconnecting me.i cant even imagine how badly i got banned by the other poor dota players who just wanted a decent game like myself. y the HELL my dad had to change the old router which was working PERFECTLY i haf NO IDEA WHY

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wtf i just read ben's blog after not viewing anything on the internet for a long time... he says my jordan count SUX? WTF? BEN SAYS MY JORDAN COUNT SUX?? SUX? omg i dun even wanna noe how that ridiculous notion ever came abt...nvm this post wasnt meant to argue with ben... i just want to tell hime something...ben... remember when u did ur jordan count u were so PROUD that after taking off the top two cards u didnt flash the face up card under the third face down card? i toht abt it and realised that THAT IS COMPLETELY OPPOSITE OF WHAT U R SUPPOSED TO DO! u r supposed to flash abit of the white outline of the face up card... that is to show that after taking the top two face down cards in ur left hand.. u STILL HAF 2 cards in ur right hand. if u square the two cards together to look like one ppl r gonna wonder WHERES THE LAST CARD? and miraculously producing the last card after taking the 3rd card(together with face up card) in ur left hand is going to make ppl THINK!...WHAT THE HELL? HE PRODUCED A CARD?...THATS NOT FOUR FACE DOWN CARDS IM LOOKING AT!!! if u take the 3rd card with ur left hand with abit of the face up card showing ppl will noe that u DO haf the last card in ur right hand. and after u take the bottom card in ur right ppl will think OH! thats just the last card he already had in his right hand...thus the jordan count... u can not heed my helpful advice and go on being PROUD that joel cant square the last two cards as well as u...whatever...

IPOD SUXXORS OMGWTFBBQNAPIEGNAPVFMEGN#@)$U%U^

for those who noe me, they shud noe that i never get angry at all... maybe rarely once in a blue moon... but anyways u get the point... im not trying to be humble but i just dun have the urge to be pissed... if i get pissed at anything i jsut stop being pissed after a very short while... but... my ipod... realli... realli... piSSES me.... Once upon a time i like to own an ipod especially an ipod video cos....cos... anyway i finally got one. then before the warranty was up... the hold button screwed...ok nvm just exchange for another one. ok i got my other one...before the renewed 3 months warranty was up... the harddrive melted... ok nvm accidents do happen just xchange it for another one... ok i got my third ipod... after 1 or 2 weeks... i couldnt on my ipod again after turning it off; i procedeed to charge it presuming the battery had run out, well it turned on again but... battery procedeed to die after 3 minutes... ok nvm xchange for YET another ipod... i got it and after abt a month...there was this thin black line which appeared on the screen... slowly.. it got bigger....thicker...and now its realli pissing the screen and i cant view any videos well at all...wtf...wtF...wTF...WTF!!!!!!!@$@#Y$&@#%Y@#&*%Y*& I HAVE TO CHANGE ANOTHER IPOD AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT TO MENTION DURING THE TIMES WHICH MY IPOD CRASHED I LOST ALLL...ALL MY SONGS AND HAD TO PUT THEM IN AGAIN AND DOWNLOAD MY VIDEOS BACK AGAIN!!!! PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Long time no post

Long time no post. abt slightly more than a week. musta been cos i was er less busy than usual. well normally i go on my blog cos i have alot of homework...and after i finish my homework i have little time left before i sleep so during that remaining time i blog... but now most projects r over so im pretty free and i spend the time playin dota instead lol! lets see... i found my camera and took many nice picture with my new phone... but im too lazy to post anything...

my new phone screwd

dammit wat a waste... my dad just bought me a new n80 internet edition... i was so happi to receive it until he told me that it was from singtel and the 3g simcard was under my mother's hp no. .................wth................ -_-_-_-_- id rather die den lose my hp number... so im buying a sony ericsson k810i instead :)

Jordan Count

Recently i have taken notice that there are some noobs *ahem* B *ahem* N *ahem* B who have troubles with the jordan count.... i mean... at least find something more difficult to have trouble with... anyway heres a tutorial for those in need
http://youtube.com/watch?v=JzirPSexr34

Glen

Do u watch youtube? yea i watch it and u MUST have watched it too... yea for those guys who actually noe magic, will noe ellusionist. if u dont..dont bother reading this post. Glenners rox with hes hilarious magic parodies... dis is my fav check it out


Subscribe to him he owns...

spirit dies with age

today is national day and i dun feel anything whatsoever... i still rmb years ago when i was still a fat little primary sch boy who loved national day and never failed to attend the parade... now... 15... bored... stoned.... stoned... stoned..cant be bothered at all...

NDP acs family combined!

the eve of ndp. arrived at queenstown stadium at like..veri early...den just sat down with my class on the burning track with the sun beating down on our shirts. it was incredible that the guys in my school who had been practising their drills for hours and weeks, their parade was like a few minutes... anyway after the few minutes long parade we were coerced into cheering acs cheers... all the prefects weres standing in front of us like clowns and absolutely nobody stood up and cheered with them cos it was OMG!#@$ lame and there was no reason at all to cheer(no sports events or anything). after the cheers which nobody did there were like 3 hrs more of telematches that nobody except a chosen few participated...even less ppl were watching... personally i was listening to my ipod and sleeping on the stand. finally my chance came, those teachers wanted us to dump our thrash around so i volunteered and went to dump the thrash...sneaking out at the same time..heehee... too bad i had to sneak out to escape, those losers marching got to leave immediately after thier parade which was hours ago... if i known i would haf stayed on my uyo until the ndp before joining contract bridge club...

On another note, i bought 3 magic dvds from ******** wont sae who or wat dvd or how much i bought it for cos i could get alot of ppl including me into trouble. *i*j* 2 was ok... basic stuff which were easy to pick up with my current standard... n*w..havent watched it yet cos it nids gimmick cards i dun haf... as for *e* X it is...OMG !#@#5%$ its so dam professional level i cant learn shit... its teaching is just as bad as the system(note the magic dvd the system does not even teach) and the stuff in there is incredibly difficult to learn... not with my smal hands anyway... some of the cuts are too DIFFICULT! DAM SMALL HANDS DAMMIT!!! cant fight reality... *calms down* oh well this stuff is realli good and someday i might actualy master it..

School Cross Country

complete waste of time. went to turf city at like 7am. slep cross legged until 9am. den we did the mass run/walk (obvious which one eveyrone did). walked alot talked alot..after 5km of walking we gathered with the rest of the school. fell asleep during prize presentation... woke up mumbled sch anthem...went home..slack the rest of the day slacking...

Confirmation acitivity at Upper Pierce Reservoir

Eh it was ok... from 3-6pm sitting down at a corner of the reservoir listening to auntie cecilia explaining the beautitudes and doing charades on it was ok... it was beneficial to and useful to my confirmation i suppose. however wat i dont get is y it has to be at upper pierce reservoir when it wouldnt make a diffference if the activity was carried out in any random room in church cos thats about how much space was needed... besides that it was ok... not to my personal interest but useful in any case.

Magician?

Although ben cant do magic its good to try. unlike ben, drew and co. im not aspiring to be a magician and do cool tricks... somehow i dunno y... i rather do flourishes and become a professional flourisher(no such thing though) and give up on magic tricks cos i have non-existant showmanship and i rather show my skill in beautiful flourishes without words than in magic tricks which i either flash badly or cant explain well at all. T_T well actually if i train i can achieve showmanship and magic skills but i like flourishes better!!!

BEN DOES MAGIC FOR HIRE!?!??!

OMG LOL! BEN IS UP FOR HIRE FOR MAGIC SHOWS LMAO!? i toht all he knew how to do was a one handed pass...and the showmanship is not say specatacular either... ok maybe ben upgraded hes arsenal of tricks. but even so a magic show having ONLY card tricks isnt much of a show... ben just stick to random street magic. btw i removed bnb..but seriously nobody reads my blog and even if they did they wont noe wat bnb is... but as per ur request i removed.

Ungodly hours

5.30am shud be time to sleep... dammit i haf to go for the church thing at some random nature reserve to do some random walking for 3 hours omg. i shud sleep now to conserve energy...

bringing labtops to sch and playing

LOL my class are a bunch of scheming schemers. we were supposed to bring labtops to school to use microsoft excel to do some graph work but everybody all downloaded games i played them throughout not onli math lesson but the whole day. heh shamefully i was included too ha. i have two classmates who r studying computer studies and somehow managed to get the password to enter the secure wireless network of the school...meaning free internet for everybody with a labtop to use at any area of the school including toilets. imagine... ur in class (im sitting all te way at the back:P) and while the teacher is teaching u haf a labtop on ur lap covered by ur books and ur accessing the internet and doing whatever u want for the entire school lesson........cool.........

lack of posts

lol been so hung up on school work and projects i got completely no time to blog at all. this is realli bad... in june i had 28 posts, july 7 and august 2!?!?... gotta post something to fill up the numbers...

Contract Bridge Club

Contract Bridge Club... truly a godsend. I have been playing contract bridge since sec1 where i learnt it from my classmates. However, for some unknown reason, my class preffered floating bridge or rubber bridge or straight bridge..i duno the dif... anyway they stopped playing contract bridge and that was really sad. ALL OF A SUDDEN... my year 6 seniors from China decided to open a CONTRACT BRIDGE CLUB!!! although its small and in some cramped year 6 classroom its GOOD COS I GET TO PLAY CARDS FOR CCA! the onli other cca which lets u play games is the cyberac where those losers just play dota or cs... However this is not enough to be a "godsend". what truly makes this WONDERFUL is that it happens to happen on a FRIDAY 1-4pm effectively allowing me to QUIT NPCC(SEA) which happens to happen on a friday 2-6pm!!!!! Think about this, 3 hours in an air-con classroom playing card games or slacking and being able to go home after 4, compared to 4 hours in a shitty dark uniform which, if not already incredible heaty, ABSORBS MORE HEAT and doing DRILLS in the INCREDIBLY HOT SUN and doing random PUMPING at the whimsy of ur seniors, packing 2 SETS of uniform and going home at 6! (note takes one hour half on bus ride to reach home,includes walking)...yea no competition... now to undistract myself and get back to work...

Ben's blog

... i read ben's blog its so lame not cos its already veri lame contents but because he completely copied my template and colors for every single thing. omg lame ben. and i agree though that my tutorial sucks but thats cos unlike my cuts which were done during the day i did my video at like 4.42am after i finished a game of dota and felt bored like hell and decided to do something useful. i can actually resend the video after making it brighter but i realli cant be bothered cos i temporarily lost interest in cards. i think its cos i got 3 major projects in my head but maybe its cos i havent bought a magic dvd in months... and without and inflow of knowledge of magic, i kinda lose interest in it... until i see or learn a trick that can respark my interst in magic... i wont bother making more videos.. its all abt the inspiration. after writing this crap i realised that its completely irrelevant to the title.
BEN IS RITE LOL! Y DOES THE SCHOOL CELEBRATE OPENING CEREMONY OF NEW MULTI POPO HALL AFTER USING IT FOR A YEAR! LOL!

Pls do my ISO survey

Just because i forgot to do some survey my ISO teacher mentor called on another teacher to threaten me with a demerit point and ranted on abt how of i dont pass ISO i cant advance to the next year and keep repeating that to make me "afraid"... anyway i realli nid to get this survey done and handed up with my report next week so any1 who is Sec3 PLS HELP ME!! just put the answers in the cbox TY!!!
Please answer this survey truthfully as every detail is important to my research. Thank you!

1. What is your age?
· 14
· 15
· 16

2. What is your height?

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3. What is your weight?

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4. What are your total points accumulated in NAPFA ( A=5 points B=4 points C=3 points D=2 points E= 1 points Fail=0 points)?

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This is the end of the survey thank you for your cooperation!

rubik's cube

this cube is really interesting. a few of my classmates are trying it out and i should too...

Chines O-Level Oral

FAIL! looks like u cant spot learn on oral topics after all... my teacher went through with us and give us notes on many possible recent topics such as dengue fever and yellow ribbon project e.t.c in the end what came out was some crap abt commenting on 40% of students thinking taking care of environment is the goverment's job... wth is there to comment on besides saying how they are wrong and they should also take care of the environment cos its everyones job... stuttered like mad and spent at least 7 intervals staring blankly at the table thinking of what to say omg... looks like i cant do higher chinese next year...

Archdiocesan

turns out its ARCHDIOCESAN...i was close

Archdiosecan Youth Day 2007

This was held at the singapore eXPo with around 3000 catholic youths all over singapore. wow so exciting. so many ppl so much cheering and noise. its enough to get most ppl to join but strangely i felt incredibly bored and just stoned throughout the whole roughly 7hours. i think its cos of my sore right eye i rubbed from 12noon to 11pm non-stop. lots of new hymns were sung and a creative re enactment of jonah from the old testament was acted out by some random ppl i dunno. the renactment was creative and interesting but became increasingly slapstick due to the random characters entering from various parts of the old testament(noahs ark, moses...) and being told by the other actors they were in the wrong story... once was ok but during it around 3 times got seriously slapstick and blew the performance..for me... I have nothing against singing praises of God but doing it for roughly 7hrs is really really tiring... especially since i wasnt singing but stoning. either way although the expo was filled with positive intentions i feel it didnt realli go well for me as singing the same two songs for around 6hrs, a performance for abt 30min and some nun from china telling us her sad story(no insult meant because her story was really about her sad history) for another 30mins isnt realli a great way to spend 7hrs at singapore expo for me... it would be fine though if the time was cut shorter but too late hah... the t-shirt provided was nice

i think i typed archdiosecan wrongly... its either archdiosecan, archdisecan, archwatever

The Apocalypse Cut tutorial

Very long overdue video... very tied up with MUN (Model of United Nations) done in my school... wont go into detail cos there were so many immature ppl who kept insulting the country they were representing and kept talking abt war and nuking other countries... anyway here it finally is...

Tutorial for Apocalyspe cuts

Much as ied like to make tutorials i cant find my tripod stand so getting a nice angle for the tutorial is going to be impossible. Also a brief meeting discussing magic with my classmates made me feel dumbed down abt my puny range of tricks... going to buy more dvds and research on youtube for tricks so i wont have much time for tutorials im afraid...

Farewell party for Mitchel

Mitchel's migrating to Australia and im supposed to be in the farewell party rite now except i managed to contact a lift and haf to wait for that lift to finish a haircut...sad im abt 1 hour late... Dunno if its a running trend now for Sporeans to migrate to Australia. Many of my father, mother and sister's frens migrating... alrdy mitchel is the 2nd guy in my class migrating following srawan. A couple of guys in other classes leaving too... has s'pore lost its charm?

Rubber Ducky

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Originally uploaded by Apocalysm

Oh...oh....rubber ducky...ur so fine...

A flashback of chinese interest...

A try at quality posting...
Chinese music...a more or less unappreciated art by most english-speaking families today. Strangely, me, or I, whatever, who was brought up speaking english every day of my life, studied in a pure english school which has major discrimination towards everything chinese related and almost everyone in the school sucking in chinese BAD, called st. michael's school a.k.a St. Joseph's Institution Junior. Together with my schoolmates i loathed chinese to the core and pissed my mother off whenever i made a discriminating remark on those CHEENA ppl(myself, yea but i realli hated chinese then). Couldnt help it... i was under heavy influences from environment...enculturation whatever.

Turning point came in pri 4 when i entered rosyth. There the chinese standard WAS SO FREAKING HIGH i failed initially... barely passed... and remained there... sucky results pissed me off more and i !@#$ing hated chinese. Chinese was the onli shit subject i didnt get astar in for PSLE and ruined my chances for RI GAH! Went to ACSI in which EVERYONE hATES CHINESE TOO!(except maybe chinese scholars but they dont count) but STANGELY... i took higher chinese... weird rite... i noe i dunno y too... There my Chinese teacher also known as XSH who some of my classmates blogged horribly abt and got punised to make public apology to the school...sorry digressing... Anyway the XSH completely didnt help matters but on my own i took an interest in chinese comics... read them... loved them... and bought stacks of em... not the crappy japanese manga but really nice CHINESE comics based on novelty novels by louis cha or 三国演义。yea started watching chinese shows like that and those wu xia xiao pian. Even those meaningless taiwan variety shows lol.

Then came the Chinese MUSIC yeA! CHEERS! Somehow i dunno y? and when? i suddenly stopped liking english music...the last english album i bought was blue:guilty which was like how many years ago... i started liking CHINESE MUSIC! Seriously i dunno y... even though i started liking chinese and am in higher chinese, my chinese really still sucks and my last mid year exam i onli barely passed... but i still like chinese music cos i feel it like connects u noe... maybe its the lyrics or the music(seriously doubt the music) but just being able to hear chinese in ur head instead of random shouting by LINKIN PARK(sorry no offense...everyone entitled to own tastes..no?) or just other kinds of angmoh music which just completely dont connect except for the music...in fact the onli english music i kinda appreciate are church hymns...yea go Catholics...and Christians/Protestants... We being chinese ppl living in a country completely westernised... its a sad fate but we can try to do what we can by connecting with our chinese sides... of cos there are many youths out there who speak chinese at home and have no problems with this.... but for the people around me i DO noe they are completely english and hate chinese... sucks for them..they dunno what theyre missing LOL! jk...jk... i sincerely hope that all chinese ppl in singapore who lived their entire lives in english try to become more of a CHINESE PERSON PLS... try appreciating ur own MT and race... no matter how much u americanize...oops shudnt relate onli to america...again... no matter how much u angmohnize urself ur still chinese inside...feel and reach out to ur inner self...to ur chinese pride lying dormant for as long as ur angmohnizede lives have been and live as someone who ACTUALLY is CHINESE. Of cos theres no harm in immersing urself in angmoh... all im trying to say is not to ONLI immerse urself in angmoh but also reach out to ur chinese side... actually u R pure chinese so there isnt a chinese side cos u R chinese... but nvm anyway dont be a banana(yellow skin on the outside,white inside) but be human...LOL random... cant think of a nice ending to this crappy post nobody full of contradictions and repeats nobody will read anyway...

posts lacking quality

o.0 realised my posts are getting shorter and and shorter and really random stuff. Obvious drop in quality...like this post...

Hockey hurts my hands

Shit dam hockey training... kept practicising shot corners with ME as the dragger.... almost broke my back having it straightened and my legs for squatting down in a shitting position... and damn the drag flick cant flick for nuts and got blisters on my hands for trying... hitting and stuff was ok but my shit grip is so damned thin i got horribly pained sore red palms from mass vibrations...

New chatbox

I somehow feel my old chatbox should be alot bigger to use its multiple functions but i cant be bothered to do it so i just got another chatbox for simpler functions...not that anybody comes to my blog anyway...

T_T

T_T my videos and blog are really unpopular and unknown... my videos got quite alot of views but almost nobody comment. sad im so insignificant

The Apocalypse Cut II

Actually this is a completely new cut but since the beginning and ending is similar to The Apocalyse i just name it The Apocalypse II since im lazy to create a new name. Its another top card retention(duh..its useless otherwise). I thought of it in one day and did the video same day which means incomplete mastery of the cut. Once i make a tutorial maybe ppl can do better than me...

Not enough music...

As i run through my music for cardistry videos i realise i dun haf enough fast paced music... i hardly listen to fast pace music and onli haf abt 2-3 songs for videos.... crap need to update my music collection

SCHOOL STARTS!

Ugh school starts again...first lesson of the day CHINESE... followed by MATHS ZZZ two horrible starts for a beginning meant to be horrible. Damn i miss the holidays already... anyways during hockey training i INVENTED a variation to my Apocalypse Cut. Actually its quite different but since the beginning and the end of the cut is similar i shall simply call it The Apocalypse II... yea shall be making a video soon whenever im free. Which is definitely not today, tmr or wednesday. So i shall be making the video on thursday and the video shud be out then or friday. The Apocalypse II cool...

vintage 1800 series

vintage 1800 series
Originally uploaded by Apocalysm

Card Maniacs

www.themagichall.com aka biggest magic shop in singapore. The long awaited Vintage series 1800 playing cards (ellusionist) is OUT! get this cool cards at meridian shopping centre. im not trying to advertise the shop or anything lol... just trying to show card maniacs/fans like myself where to get the cards in singapore.

HOMEWORK T_T

T_T_T_T_T_T!!!!! It seems only yesterday when i left the school premises and rushed home only to engage myself in excessive dota gaming. Having been severely deprived of DOTA for weeks wasted on exams i completely devoted myself a 100 and 10% on gaming and stuffed massive amounts of EXCESS HOMEWORK to the back of my mind. Seemingly yesterday was the start of the holidays... today i just realised i have a stack of homework in my bag...shit... i dont have a calender with me now but i estimate abt 3 days left to do work meant for a month...shit...shit...shit...im in deep shit...shit...shit.... 4am exactly i realised i have work... what splendid timing i hope i wont forget it when i wake up later today...

ChatBox

Got a chatbox named chattybox... and renamed chattiebox...

Cool manga

onemanga.com this site has really cool latest manga and is updated everyday. Meaning once the new chapter comes out in Japan these guys make scans quick and put it on the site for viewing pleasure :). Too bad most of the series dont start from the beginning chapters. Therefore i encourage THIS website www.stoptazmo.com to download those series from the beginning chapters.

The Apocalypse Cut

FINALLY!! *CHEERS* finally got the audio... email me for a tutorial or comment at youtube :)

Delay

I want to add a music effect but dont know how... going to be delayed.



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Omg mus do so many things to make a video look nice... my crappy video editor cant read mpeg4 audio format...must go download a program to convert and waste more time zzzzzzzz

random stuff

Almost done...

Cant find the wire to upload the video...wth.................

Making of my First Cut (FINISHED)

Finally finished the cut...kept screwing up and had to find a nice angle. Even so its not perfect but out of the 100 plus tries i suppose its the best... going to be up on youtube soon i shall call it the... the... Apocalypse cut?

Making of my First Cut (continued)

Wheres my camera charger...

Making of my First Cut

.... this is really tough... I though of the cut in about a few minutes but i cant find my camera...

Adding stuff

Adding stuff took 3 hours...

Ungodly hour thoughts

3am here... What am I doing? Lets see...

Mozilla Firefox Window 1:

Tabs:
1. One Manga | Rave Chapter 89 Online Scans o.0
2. Blogger: Apocalysm - Create Post
3. Apocalysm

Mozilla Firefox Window 2:

Tabs:
1. decknique - Sybil D. Tutorial - the world of cardistry and skills of the masses

Windos Media Player
Some random cut from decknique

iTunes
孤军作战

My table:
1. Ipod
2. School diary
3. Graphic Calculator
4. A.Dougherty Linoid Finish Tally-Ho Playing Cards No.9 Red
5. Suncruises Cards
6. Two pens
7. Chinese worksheets
8. Computer Monitor...

Typical 3am life in my room.

Grammatical Errors

Heh... sorry its about 3am when i typed those posts below. Srry if the grammer is bad cos im sleepy and too lazy to edit hah...

NPCC !!!!!OMG!!!!!!!

NPCC also known as National Police Cadet Corps. ME? im in the Sea unit. A relatively unknown unit as there are only 3 units i think in the whole of Singapore. I hate...really hate this Uniformed Youth Organisation known as National Police Cadet Corps (Sea). This crap activity is on a Friday which is the last day of school for the week and has to last for 4 whole hours. Doing what? NOTHING BUT SLACK! omg if im doing a sport or sitting around in the library i have no problem with that. But doing absolutely nothing for 4 hours? That really, really wastes my life literally. My unit is the slackest crappiest in the whole school. Its so pathetic that we had 0 sec1 intake for the year and therefore it has been decided by the upper levels that the unit will be disbanded... NEXT YEAR. For now i have no choice but to tolerate one more year.... Please dun ask me why i even joined it in the first place, it is because my school requires every studeny to have one CCA and one UYO. Through some horribly unfortunate event of drawing lots i got picked for this UYO...
On to the topic at hand. Just having returned from my Church Camp, I have this NPCC course in my face from 8.15am to 5.30pm(supposedly ends at 5 but really ends at 5.30) for two days...................... The worse thing about this is that it is about POLICE KNOWLEDGE that i really dun care about... I purposefully slept through the whole thing without taking a single note despite warnings about how difficult the test would be. Why? its because i really couldnt be bothered to slog out almost 9 and a half hours wasting ink and paper on useless information i would forget the next day for what? a stupid piece of metal which has no apparent use to me as my unit will be disbanded next year. Sounds reasonable right? it sure does to me. In fact the only reason i actually turned up is so that i wont get a damned demerit point and meet the principal over a small insignificant matter like NPCC...
Please dun think im a horrible slacker and loser. I just really cannot stand NPCC because of its total uselessness to me and my life and the amount of hours wasted doing nothing. Besides this USELESS UYO i am very active in my other CCA.

SVDP June Confirmation Camp 2007

Just came back from a 3 day 2 nite camp at some random place which name i forgot. It was quite interesting to meet people from the other cathechism classes and mix around. Made one especially good friend Camillus who shared my dota interests. Unfortunately nobody except Malcolm shared abit of my card interests...sigh.
The camp was quite interesting i suppose and i believe i have grown spiritually stronger and closer linked to God. Heh being unknown and keeping to myself in a corner as "antisocial" had its benefits in a certain game called whacko where a person's name is called out. Camillus and I were just stoning in a corner chatting cos we knew our chances of being called were close to nil lol. Although i dun like being called antisocial EMO kia, i couldnt prove myself otherwise with my horrible socialising ability. Somehow i dunno why when i talk to someone in CHURCH, my eyes keep wandering away and i cant make myself look at that person...makes me and the other party feel stupid...sorry to those people...i cant help it i dunno why... im not sure if its lack of confidence cos i have no problems like these in school............ HELP ME SOMEBODY! i really want to be a more sociable person...

A new blog

hello... this is my second blog. My first being created back when i was primary 3 and had completely no idea how to make one. (i still dont!!) my first blog has been completely forgotten and i have no idea at all what its name is and what it even looks like.